work in progress

Sometimes its hard to realize you are in a deep depression when you haven’t admitted it yourself. Everyone deals with their own problems on their own. You cant just walk around this world pissed off at everyone I’ve learned that the hard way. You have to accept yourself and love yourself for who you are. Love yourself before anyone else can its easier said then done I know. It’s a work in progress.… Everyone experiences things differently don’t drill yourself because you feel like you aren’t going anywhere or you just don’t feel good enough. Ive learned to take things one day at a time. Not everything is easy but not everything has to be hard either.

Its weird because not all of us are ready to be adults and live in the real world no one really prepares you for that. Its like I didn’t ask to be brought into this world. But yet a lot is expected from you like finish school, get a job, move out, etc. In school I don’t recall them helping me with how to proper apply for a credit card or how to apply for a loan for school. I feel like a lot of these things you learn as you go but also you try not to screw up in the process.

Life’s not easy no one said it would be but no one warned me it’d be a difficult either. Some days I feel like I’m  just lost in this world and cant figure out who I am yet, other days I’m like I own this world. Its hard to explain how I feel at times. But I also know I’m not the only one who feels like this. At times I feel like I let things get to me too much. Other days I just let things slide by and not let anything worry me and I live carefree.

Im trying to cope with life.

We aren’t all perfect and I know that but I feel like a failure half the time. I just have to remember that I’m not. I  have the most amazing friends in the world and the best girlfriend I can ask for and the amazing support of my parents. Without my parents I feel like I couldn’t do anything. Whenever you feel down just remember you aren’t alone remember all the good things that surround you. Set small goals for yourself and be proud of yourself everyday. You are worth so much and don’t forget that. You can do anything you set your mind to. Take life one day at a time.

It’s a work in progress but I’m slowly getting better and so can you. 🙂

M