Life

Hello there!!!

I know I’ve been MIA for awhile but life has honestly gotten so busy that i forgot to write things down.  I started a new job as a cake decorator and tbh its been a struggle i don’t think I am meant to do that job. But hey its a job and I need money it keeps me on my toes! Ive had rough patches here and there where I don’t know what I am meant to do with life. I honestly think I’m have a mid-mid life crisis. Is that even a thing?? Well I am making it a thing!!! Ive been working early mornings and Ive been sleeping so much that I honestly have no time for anything. I feel bad I don’t see my best friend as much as i use to. I rarely see my girlfriend its a struggle but I need to get a routine going.

Ive realized how much i actually matured! When i reached out to someone who was not in the best place possible. We left on bad terms but I decided to be a bigger person and reach out because no one should go through that. I decided to put my pride aside and you know try to be nice. That person didn’t reply but at least I know i tired. Everything happens for a reason maybe it wasn’t meant for us to be friends anymore. Oh well. Life goes on I’ve learned that .

Ill try to post more but sometimes i don’t even know what to write about. I feel like I’m so boring and no one cares! I am just someone who’s trying to make it out in this world.

-M